I actually read books in 2021!

I did! I’m as surprised as you. I read fifty-five books. When did that happen? I was pretty sure I spent all of 2021 sulking in a haze of self-pity.

And librarything already has graphs I can steal totally not steal but use appropriately because they have a share button!

Look at that! All those “horror” books are V.C. Andrews, a stack of which I got for free earlier in the year.

Hahahahah! Literature. How dose the Dewey Decimal System not have a section for “trashy incest escapism?”

I rated books:

I read a book that librarything categorized as being written by a ghost? Zombie? Pigeon?

(I clicked on it: the book was written by a bunch of science journalists, so I guess not a person, but persons. I learned from said book that you can get colder than absolute zero by some sort of bizarro integer overflow style physics mumbo-jumbo which is why I am in pure math because when things like that happen in pure math it doesn’t hurt my brain as much.)

I read no Stefan Zweig books this year, so I could not ask Netgalley for interviews with the author, as I have in years past.

Also, I am super sick of this WordPress Theme, but a quick glance through other options seem like I’ll be spending forever searching for one that isn’t just a photo portfolio. This is a rarely-updated writing and book blog. There are no photos.

Here are books. More than just that, the books I read in 2021.

I passed along all my V.C. Andrews books, so I likely won’t read any this year. Maybe I’ll move onto the Christopher Pike’s I grab every time I go to the thrift store.

Or maybe I’ll not read junk. Who knows?

After teaching

Here I am, back from teaching a full, rather than accelerated like I usually do, summer course. Ready to read. Ready to write. Ready to be published!

Also, ready to be filled with dread, writer’s block, imposter syndrome, and sweat. Actually, I guess I’m not filled with sweat as much as sweat is leaking out of me. Instead of sweat, I would like ideas to leak out of me. Usually, after teaching, I am overflowed with story ideas. But now, not even a drip or a drizzle or drop. I am storied out lately.

And so, do I force it? Just write whatever in the hopes that something sparks? Or do I wait for an idea? Or do I take some of my half formed ideas and squish them together?

I read a bunch of crime novels. Then I read pedagogy books. Then I read silly mystery novels. Then literature.

But now I don’t know what to write. Or how. Or even if.