Month: June 2014

vindication

A horseman riding by would never know the difference.

You totally made that up Geoff said.

Did not. My grandmother used to say that her mother said it.

Whatever Geoff said. You totally made it up.

Then, reading Ramona and her Father, page 59 in my edition: It will never be noticed from a trotting horse.

And, on page 166: Those pink bunnies will never be noticed from a trotting horse.

Thank you Beverly Cleary for vindicating me in my unending fight to be perpetually right against Geoff.

the opposite of bad

A piece of writing is never good … There is simply a moment when it is less bad than before

Joël Dicker – The Truth About the Harry Quebert Affair

(Although there’s still a lot of more bad still in The Truth About the Harry Quebert Affair. Poor translation? My difficulty enjoying commercial fiction? Possible drek? Hard to determine at half-way through. Maybe the book will turn around and surprise me.)

reading around the world – South Africa

South Africa: Who Was Nelson Mandela by Meg Belviso

Synopsis: (from amazon) As a child he dreamt of changing South Africa; as a man he changed the world. Nelson Mandela spent his life battling apartheid and championing a peaceful revolution. He spent twenty-seven years in prison and emerged as the inspiring leader of the new South Africa. He became the country’s first black president and went on to live his dream of change. This is an important and exciting addition to the Who Was…? series.

Thoughts: I had thought I’d read a book about South Africa for my Readings Around the World, but I guess the last few books I read about South Africa were before I started trying to read my way around the planet, so this is sort of late, since I read this book in April.

I bought this book for Tesfa for Easter because Supermom made me feel bad about not having any presents for Tesfa (Supermom is someone I know, not an amalgam of great parents or something). I felt bad, but not bad enough to go anywhere other than the grocery store where I was already going. The previous week, the grocery store had a huge stack of Roald Dahls, but they vanished and the only children’s books not involving hypersexualized Bratz or Monster High dolls were either this one about Nelson Mandela or a book about Pokémon. Easy choice.

I’m sure this whole series of Who Was books skirts some sort of copyright or trademark issues – I don’t think it was authorized by the estate of Nelson Mandela (which reminds me of an episode of Made In Canada when Alan wants to make a movie about a conman but the lies the conman told so that it would still be fiction and he wouldn’t have to buy the rights). I’m also pretty sure this book was published to capitalize on the emotion following Mandela’s death in December.

All that being said: it’s a good book. Obviously aimed at the younger crowd, and Tesfa at five may have been a bit too young to grasp some of the more salient points other than that apartheid means separating people based on skin colour and if your skin was dark, you were treated poorly. But she was interested in reading it and seeing what happened. The book didn’t seem to sugar-coat the situation. People were shot at. There were riots. Nelson Mandela wasn’t readily available for his family.

Most importantly, unlike many books that discuss race relations in terms of the benevolent white savior (The Help, To Kill A Mockingbird), Nelson Mandela and his black South African compatriots are the focus of this book. It’s probably sad that I have to be excited when a book about a POC is actually about said POC.

Random fact: Nelson Mandela’s birthday was the same day as my birthday (is? I don’t know the correct verb tense when comparing the dead to the living).

Rating: 4.5/5

Previous Readings Around the World.

no Christopher Pike for me

Remember a few posts back when I said the most promising book on my wishlist was See You Later by Christopher Pike?

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Yes, my most promising book was a teenage novel that I read when I was twelve, but anyway, I put it on hold at the library. Yesterday, the librarian tells me that they have to cancel my hold as they don’t know whether this Christopher Pike novel has go to.

Insert sad face.

In any case, I can buy a copy for a penny plus seven dollars shipping on amazon if I really wanted to (I don’t, partly because amazon and partly because I don’t know whether this book is really worth seven and a penny plus the anxiety I get having things shipped from across the border [how long it takes, possibility of unexpected duty and handling fees, etc.]). But instead, I will just say to whoever misplaced (I’m going to think positive and assume this book was misplaced rather than stolen, which it very well might have been given the number of times I’ve gotten books out of the library only to come home and realize they weren’t scanned out properly) Christopher Pike’s See You Later, please find it and bring it back! Thirty-somethingers longing for their tween years are counting on you!

flying in dreams

In the car, we were listening to Five Children and It. There’s a line about flying when you’re dreaming.

I’ve never dreamed of flying I said to Geoff. Have you?

Geoff nods.

That hardly seems fair. But if I were to fly in my dreams, I think it would be like a painting by Chagall. I would fly like a woman in a Chagall painting surrounded by colour.

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Perhaps I’ll try to think of Chagall and flying before going to sleep tonight. Just to see what will happen.

My Ideal Job

At the end of my undergraduate career, I found a paint-your-own-pottery place. Rather than go to my graduation, I went to the paint-your-own-pottery place and painted some plates. Leaving afterwards, I was euphoric. It felt like I hadn’t done anything creative in five years, which, other than math, I hadn’t.

The end of undergrad was ten years ago. I’ve been writing full-time for two years now. Last month, I downloaded a logic game for the iPad with over five thousand puzzles in it and I play it constantly, staying awake to do the next puzzle, then the next one, then the next one. I think I’m missing math.

I keep thinking about my ideal job: do math research for as long as I want, then do creative writing for as long as I want, back and forth. Of course, I could do that now; I have the time and I have the resources. But is it a devaluation of myself to be giving my work away for free? I already get little-to-no remuneration for the stories I write. Throw in free mathematical research in there, and what? I’d like to think my work is worth something, but it’s also a bit esoteric and pure math researcher doesn’t have any immediate real-world applications. As my twitter handle says: Reality is not my domain.

Maybe I’ll go prove something about math today. Just to be sure that I still can.

boo!

Growing up in the suburbs of Ottawa in the eighties and nineties, we didn’t have tweens. Well, we did, but when I was what would now be called a tween was called pre-teen or young adult. I was in my final year of high school, the now defunct year of OAC, when tween had made it’s way to Barrhaven, too late to wrap me up in it’s silly sounding label.

But, when I was a tween, the list to take out scary books from the school library was a mile and a half long. R.L. Stine‘s were for our younger siblings. We went for Christopher Pike, with his mixture of teens having sex before gruesomely dying. But before those, we all read the same collection of scary stories, whose pictures were worse than the words themselves: Scary Stories To Tell In The Dark.

Tesfa and I were at a book sale on Saturday and there I found and purchased for the sum of twenty five cents:

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Excellent. Now Tesfa can be as traumatized as all of us were back in 1991. I didn’t let her look at it yet though. Possibly the pictures are a teensy bit too much for a five year old with as overactive an imagination as Tesfa has.

reading around the world – Syria

Syria: In Praise of Hatred by Khaled Khalifa

Synopsis: (from amazon) In 1980s Syria, a young Muslim girl lives a secluded life behind the veil in the vast and perfumed house of her grandparents. Her three aunts—the pious Maryam, the liberal Safaa, and the free-spirited Marwa—raise her with the aid of their ever-devoted blind servant.

Soon the high walls of the family home are no longer able to protect the girl from the social and political chaos outside. Witnessing the ruling dictatorship’s bloody campaign against the Muslim Brotherhood, she is filled with hatred for the regime and becomes increasingly radical. In the footsteps of her beloved uncle, Bakr, she launches herself into a battle for her religion, her country, and ultimately, for her own future.

Thoughts: This is a book that seems more interesting in the abstract. It seems more interesting now that I’ve finished reading it than I did while reading it. I really felt tugged apart while reading it: I could describe this book as both fascinating and tedious. I don’t know whether it just doesn’t translate well or whether the style and content are simply at odds with the structure and layout of standard Western novels. It struck me at times as similar to an old-fashioned novel with an omniscient narrator, even though this is a story in the first-person singular.

There is a lot of talk about dreams (my most hated thing in books ever, but I know that in certain sects of Islam, dreams are given tremendous importance). There is a lot of waiting around. The internal voice of the narrator never gives much of a reason or justification for her radicalization; it seems to just happen one day almost beyond her control. The narrator’s character isn’t given much depth or agency. Of course, the lack of agency makes sense, being raising in a fundamental, religious household. But there is something lacking (in the novel or in the translation) to make this lack of agency compelling.

But I think I’ll still think about this book for a long time. So I guess in that sense, it succeeded.

Rating: 2.5/5

Previous Readings Around the World.

May 2014

I read:

Thoughts:

  • Come Barbarians: A lot of people really liked this book. I just thought it was too schlocky, which I think was the point, like an homage to action movie schlock, but I don’t like action movies anyway so it was not the book for me.
  • Acts of God: A simple and plain collection of short stories, where neither simple nor plain is meant in a disparaging way. The stories are written and presented without ironic detachment. They just are. It was a nice break from clever and winding and difficult stories.
  • Howl’s Moving Castle: Here is fantasy that I enjoyed.
  • The Last Unicorn/Two Hearts: Here is fantasy I did not enjoy, although I thought Two Hearts was loads better than The Last Unicorn.
  • Beezus and Ramona, Ramona The Brave: It’s funny how both dated and relevant Ramona books are, and also how much of the plots I remember, especially in Beezus and Ramona. Tesfa enjoys the two we’ve read so far. We bought the box set from Scholastic for the summer, so look for more Ramona books in my Read column over the next few months.
  • You Are One Of Them: This is so a first novel. It is a great first novel, but so much unnecessary backstory and explanation. Not that I’m great at cutting either myself, but sometimes it’s easier to see our own faults in someone else’s work.
  • Hyperbole and a Half: The God of Cake cracks me up every time.
  • Shards of Honor: A surprisingly engaging sci-fi, especially considering the characters have no depth and act in ways that I don’t think anyone would ever act ever in past, present, or future.
  • Magic Treehouse #29: Christmas in Camelot: Tesfa loves these books. Personally, I find them tedious, but this one wasn’t as tedious as it could be.
  • 7 Ways To Sunday: Look, look everyone! I read the book I put as my most promising wishlist book last month! This was a difficult collection, almost the polar opposite to Acts of God. The stories here are immovable. They don’t give an inch. They’re brave and unapologetic. I guess it’s like kale. Kale is good for you, but hard to be enthused about. I wish I’d had more of an emotional connection with these stories, but maybe they’ll grow on me over time. I think I’ll likely remember individual stories from this collection more than from Acts of God.

Best book:

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Most promising book I put on my wishlist:

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I was cleaning out my bookshelves (I have five Ikea Billy bookcases and they were full and I need more space for more books) and found two Christopher Pike novels. One I think is my sister’s. Actually, both are probably my sister’s. So that got me thinking about Christopher Pike. See You Later was my favourite Christopher Pike book way back when I was twelve. It’s probably awful now. I put it on hold at the library, so I’ll let everyone know next month how deliciously awful the book turned out to be.


I watched:

I watched:

  • Mad Men: I’m a season behind in Mad Men (watching Season Six on Netflix) and this is the first season I was really interested in watching. I would set up my day so that I’d have time to watch an episode. Don failing gives me too much schadenfreude for words.
  • Portlandia: I was watching Season Three on Netflix and I just sort of stopped one episode from the end. I don’t even know why.
  • Les Revenants: I enjoy exercising my French (although I have subtitles on too since my French has decayed spectacularly over the past ten years) and I think I enjoy the show. It’s the right level of spooky for me. But I keep thinking Maybe I should just go read the episode synopses, which would take a lot less time. I seem to have lost patience for television (see previous point at simply abandoning Portlandia). I can still read books, even long books (The Heart Broke In was over five hundred pages and I didn’t even enjoy it that much and I finished), but television I can walk away from without a backwards glance. I do hope to finish Les Revenants though. I’m going to try to get my television patience back.


I wrote: Worked on faerie story. Wrote a story about Schnitzel Haus. Wrote a story inspired by Jean McConville. No new publishing acceptances. Lots of no’s.